Have you ever felt that nothinig in life is going right? Have you ever been so overwelmed that you just wanna say "FUCK IT!" ? Have you ever felt so lost, that maybe you dont wanna be found? Ever felt NO ONE understands what you are going through? Ever feel like the world you have created for yourself just crashed down around you, and you are now staring at the shards? Have you ever loved someone so much that you hate it? Have you ever missed someone so much that all you do is cry? Ever felt...no, ever know that you don't know what the fuck you are doing? Ever just exist? Have you ever wanted to just pour your heart out but you dont know what exactly is wrong? Ever feel like EVERYTHING you do is just wrong? Ever feel like they would be better without me? Have you ever felt that this whole "life" thing is pointless? If so, me too. | 
So she has become a wonderful addition to our family. hmm, what else? Well, I FINALLY plan to attend college in August. Its taken me so long because I've had so much to deal with but I'm finally getting my life back on track. 
